Easter Weekend

I survived my first holiday without my mom but with a very heavy heart. I really needed my Dad and Sister with me and together we made it through Easter weekend and actually had some fun. We were so busy I haven't had a chance to get a proper cry in so I'm feeling a bit like I could pop at any moment. That's the hardest part about grieving with kids, you never have the opportunity to sit and cry it all out because someone always needs you for something and someone has to make dinner. I would do anything for a full day of wallowing in my own sorrow without any distractions. Poor kids, I've had very little patience with them lately and they don't understand which makes me feel worse for grouching at them. I'm an emotional wreck, which is funny only because I look fine and act fine on the outside, but am definitely not fine on the inside.

The kids were pretty darn cute on Easter and my niece Evie was a little princess as usual. I took tons of pictures.