Tomorrow will be better

Today was a bad day for my mom. I got her up this morning and she doing was fine then she took her morning meds and was in "la la" land the rest of the day. Not sure why, she was shaky, dizzy, and hallucinating all day. Talking to people that weren't there and seeing things that weren't there, she asked me if grandma was coming up for Christmas. I didn't have the heart to tell her Grandma passed away 3 years ago. Yesterday was so much better, we took the kids to story time at the preschool and went to the mall. It's like we take one step forward and three steps backwards. I just don't know if she is getting any better or if she will ever get better. It weighs heavy on my heart, everyday I put on a brave face because I have no choice. There's a long road ahead that we have no choice but to follow and have no idea where it will lead. She'll only be staying with me for a few more days and although I'm exhausted I do wish she could stay longer because I think I take better care of her than anyone else. Hoping tomorrow will be better.