Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Well, I finally got a new phone. The guy at the Verizon store was like wow I haven't seen one of these in forever when he saw my old iPhone. Doesn't take the best pictures but better than my old phone and better than nothing.

We spent the weekend at the lake and had amazing weather. Being there always makes us feel better. We spent time with family that lives just down the lake, went to Chelan to eat Mexican, and spent a whole day boating with another couple with an adorable little boy that live down the street and have an awesome wake boarding boat.

When we got home we went straight to the pool and went again last night so we've been busy trying to enjoy summer.

Still not feeling great but trying. Trying to enjoy everyday ordinary moments of happiness. Like unexpected offers of kindness, my kids smiling, the hot sun, a comfy pillow.

Do not ask your children
to strive for extraordinary lives.
Such striving may seem admirable,
but it is a way of foolishness.
Help them instead to find the wonder
and the marvel of an ordinary life.
Show them the joy of tasting
tomatoes, apples, and pears.
Show them how to cry 
when pets and people die.
Show them the infinite pleasure
in the touch of a hand.
And make the ordinary come alive for them.
The extraordinary will take care of itself. 
~William Martin

-the hills and the sunset.



Building sand castles at 8pm on the longest day of the year, seems appropriate.

Paddle boarding


Brad wake surfing


Nectarines

Maggie digging to China

Monday, June 16, 2014

Sorry I've been too bummed to write about anything. We had a hot sunny weekend at the lake, Abi's last day of school, we joined a pool, and the baby room is close to being ready but I have no camera to takes pictures with and no heart to write with. The tears finally quit coming and the anger set in but I have no one to direct it towards so it just eats away at me. I look at my neighbors as suspects and strangers as enemies. How can we lose so much and just go on pretending everything is ok? How do I deal with the guilt of wanting nothing more than to stay home with my kids but going to work to make our lives better just to have everything we work so hard for taken? I'm sure it will make us stronger and better somehow but I can't see the light. I can't appreciate any of the good which kills me. I am blinded by all the awfulness life has to offer so I don't know if I'll be blogging much for a while. Hopefully I'll be back soon. Hopefully there will be a light at the end of the tunnel.    

Friday, June 6, 2014

When life gives you lemons.............

Cry, cry, cry.
I am running out of energy to cry, but that's all I got after our house was broken into today and our stuff is gone. They were lucky enough to find our safe key that was hidden and our safe that was hidden and stole my Mom's jewelry including her wedding ring, my Grandma's jewelry, my jewelry, cash. My cameras. The police man was nice and we have insurance but I'm devastated.

Why so many lemons? Is it necessary for us to have the lesson that things don't mean anything as long as our family is OK? Because we ALREADY know this and are thankful every single day. Why take what I left to remember my mom by, why? That's just cruel.

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Thank heaven for little girls

After being pushed to my limit by my sweet Benjamin today, he decided to dump water in the huge tub of dog food and pee all over the deck.......... Thank heavens this baby is a girl (and for adorable baby girl clothes).


Monday, June 2, 2014

We heart bubbles!

To survive the before dinner grouchies, a simple bath in mom's jet tub turned into a bubble fest.
Santa beards-